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I wish I loved the way God created me.
Or at least accepted the way He created me.

But I don’t. That’s the sad part. Siiiigh.

domminatrixx:

Francisco :3

It’s the little things that matter.

itskathleeen:

And it’s the little things that hurt the most.

I’m never anybody’s first choice.

Not my parents’, not my family’s, not my friends’, not my boyfriend’s. No one’s first choice.

And quite honestly, I can’t wait to finally be someone’s first choice. A girl can dream, right?

I’ll learn to be without.

(Source: wisawall, via iamfuckingglamorous)

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I’ve made several decisions that I ended up regretting throughout my high school years. I wasn’t aware of the eventual outcome of them until later on, though, and so I was compelled to make stupid decisions concerning academics, relationships, family, just about everything that can be thrown in there. But my biggest regret thus far would have to be bailing on being a leader for SDYM.

There was never a moment when I didn’t absorb some meaningful lesson about life during my time in Confirmation. I got so addicted to being in touch with my faith that I aspired to become a leader, to help influence younger Catholics to really feel what I felt in a short sum of two years. Not only that, I’d have been able to make long lasting friendships and bonds with people I wouldn’t have talked to otherwise.

But of course, it being junior year at that time, I skipped on the most important classes and ended up neglecting that aspiration altogether. And here I am, in Glendora, which is much too far from Eagle Rock to be a late-blooming first year leader. Here I am looking back at the memories I’ve made in its duration, wishing I had the time to make even more.

But I guess I’ll live with it. Siiiigh.

Your accusations ruin my peace.

So now I’m going to watch Lilo and Stitch as my phone keeps a safe distance from me.
I will not let anything ruin an already good weekend. :)

PHILIP PHILLIPS

I love you so :’)

(Source: bstinsons, via animated-disney-gifs)

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Got to see an old friend today. Definitely worth not skipping school :)
Now I’m going to not sleep. I need a new texting buddy, to help me not study for Econ. :C

I usually don’t like country…

But this guy makes it great. Hehe.

(Source: brainlessgifs)

We’re cute, except me of course.

Ugh!

I was doing exceptionally well until I saw that, and now I’m just envious. And there’s so much irony in this. And now I’m just sitting here wanting to feel this and hear that, but am too stubborn and upset to accept any of it. Just because I saw that one single word by a chance encounter. I don’t even know what I’m saying. Agh.